Personal Essays by Peak Afflatus
I write succinct essays on autism, identity, collapse, recovery, and the psychology of modern life. I explore the mind from the inside out, tracing its patterns, contradictions, and attempts at coherence. Think of it as autistic phenomenology meeting modern existentialism, written in a raw, lucid, and fiercely self-interrogating style. These essays sit between the personal and the collective, examining how perception twists, how systems shape us, and how clarity returns once life has come apart. They also touch on emotional regulation, burnout, perfectionism, and the cultural scripts that shape how we live.
The Dangers of Emotional Processing Deficits
Reflections on a Childhood Desire to Disappear
Leaving Home with Undiagnosed Autism
Family Heartbreak, Youthful Defiance, and Neurodivergence
For the Harder Days
Seek Support: Peak Afflatus explores the terrain between collapse and recovery, tracing the inner climb as much as the outer one. If you’re struggling with your mental health or neurodivergence, these organisations offer confidential support worldwide:
Find a Helpline • Mind • Samaritans • Befrienders Worldwide • Autistic Self Advocacy Network • Autism Connect